schöne nacht sterne

this night, i feel so tired. tired of everything; tired of people, tired of school, tired of family. they all said that 'we are going to be by your side, through your ups and downs, through every moments' but they did not. they got tired of me. they leave, slowly but surely, by hurting my heart pieces by pieces, until this moment, when i can not even l o v e myself. i need someone. i really do. i a m h u r t a n d t i r e d.

i am tired. it happens all day. you asked me, to understand your feelings. but you never understand mine's. i get used to it. living without telling you anything; my feelings, my problems, my life. and that is because, you are slowly pushing me away. i stood here, by your side. i did not walk away. y o u p u s h e d m e a w a y .