schöne nacht sterne

this night, i feel so tired. tired of everything; tired of people, tired of school, tired of family. they all said that 'we are going to be by your side, through your ups and downs, through every moments' but they did not. they got tired of me. they leave, slowly but surely, by hurting my heart pieces by pieces, until this moment, when i can not even l o v e myself. i need someone. i really do. i a m h u r t a n d t i r e d.

i am tired. it happens all day. you asked me, to understand your feelings. but you never understand mine's. i get used to it. living without telling you anything; my feelings, my problems, my life. and that is because, you are slowly pushing me away. i stood here, by your side. i did not walk away. y o u p u s h e d m e a w a y .

they shouted at me. they hit me. they said bad words to me. they did not care about my feelings. they said they cared, but actually they did not. i used to love them respect them. but they did not love me, nor respect me. i have my own feelings that can be hurt, that can be broken. but they just did not care. they just hurt me the way they want to.

he is good-looking. he is tall. he is clever. he is dilligent. everyone likes him. everyone trusts him. but, everyone does not know that, he is violent, he is cruel, he gets angry easily, he hurts her several times, he makes her cry all nights. she knows him. but, she still loves him after all. she does not care about what people say. "you are stupid." "you deserve better." because she loves him so much, and he loves her that much, too. and he is her home.

she's precious. she's beautiful. she makes the world keep shining. she makes the clear at night that much better. she makes the sun that much warmer. she makes the birds sing louder. she makes your face smile. she's the moon of your life, the highlight of the skies at night. she shines when the stars do not. she looks perfect, but actually she's not okay. she's broken. she's fragile. she doesn't live her life well. she needs love for herself. she needs love. she needs you.